Time for some brother sister update time 🙂
I will get back to you guys soon.. Life is hectic right now…
Shopping for work clothes, bit hungover to say the least, this will be fine. One foot in front of the other…
Just had a morning sitting in bed and reading documents while my brother is sitting next to me calling about his national insurance number. Feels almost like being at home… flashback to being younger and in the house back in Sweden.
The sun is still out in London and im surprised over how long this warm weather has stayed around this autumn. Truly lovely.
Today i have to get my shit together and get back into a better mood. I know D is right when he is wondering what my problem is… as said in earlier posts… i have nothing, or next to nothing to complain about. And the thing i complain about most, I have only myself to blame. So, Monday = Funday. Had some nice granola for breakfast, coffee and all the vitamins.
Red leather jacket on. The one that D tells me i look like euro trash in.
Im back. I took a break yesterday. From Life. I felt so sick and was half alive the whole day, and D happily said when we left the house just to get some food “Oh, this is not often, but i look much better then you!” and gave me a big grin. Great, thank you baby…
I got some good news, but i dont want to jinx things, so i will write it here when i feel more sure. Hope that is ok.. However a bit overwhelmed and very happy. If you dont count the fact that i managed to get sick and still is feeling bad. Right after the neck got better, some bug got me. Whyyyyyy, oh why?
So, that means no gym for me today, but i will get back as soon as i can. Last week was a failure, between sick, neck pain and interviews, i only got to the gym one time. ONE TIME. That wont make me fit. Back tomorrow if i take it slow today and just get well.
In my homeland it has started to get very cold and the autumn/winter has started for real. This is normally the time when i get very happy by being in the UK. Winter is not that cold here. Autumn is more like late summer. Today 18 degrees and looking lovely. ( to bad for me that im still stuck in bed) hopefully this winter wont be as cold as last, when it was actually snowing in beginning of April. In UK? This can not happen this year… it wont, will it?
Waking up, and no pain in the neck! Victory for me.
Today, hitting the gym. My lazy ( stupid neck ) ass have not been there enough this week so i will need to get myself together today, and sweat some fat off. Good news for my big ass is that when D got home, he was not in the mood for eating take out ( or eating at all) so we did not order any fatty indian or thai, so at least i spared myself that.
Now another hour or so with the SWOT. Happy days.
Yeah. Thats me, no caracter what so ever, so now I’m eating Twix and will probably order take out tonight. So? It is what i wanted to to, so im going to do it… and not even feel bad about it. ( or i probably will.. but not this second.
One of my closest childhood friends one time told me, when we were talking about eating disorders and problems with food and etc, that she has never and will never be worried for me getting anorexia or and other disorder, because i simply dont have the character to keep to a diet the way i “should” to get to the point where it would be a problem. Well, i guess she was right. Or i rather look at it like i just keep it to a balance, and that is good enough for me… still when i think of it, is it a compliment or a insult?